The nemesis has beat me! I reached a moment the other day when I wanted to breakdown and cry.....or vomit!
This blanket is a favor to a friend of a friend, who's mom passed away before finishing it. It means a lot to her to have it completed, but she doesn't crochet. She even said she will pay me $100 when it is completed. I thought if I worked really hard, I could finish it before going on my trip to PA for my grandma's memorial service (she passed away last month). Well, I haven't laid it out flat since I started working on it. I do it mostly folded over on my lap as I go row by row.
Each row takes about 1/2 hr to do, since it is back loop single crochet, and it takes a while given the size. I had just about doubled the blanket, because there wasn't really much done on it when I got it (it was about 1/4 complete). I laid it out to see if the random pattern was random enough and what do I see?????
~*~pausing for sobbing~*~